My story is incredible! For over 34 years I have created amazing places for people exploring the spiritual side of life. Serving as a pastor and spiritual mentor alongside my husband was heaven on earth for me. One terribly sad moment in January of 2013, it all came to a halt when my husband confessed to an affair. I had a sense of devastating loss as my life unraveled. Where I once knew success, incredible passion and purpose, happiness and security. My life dissolved into failure, a deep sense of loss, paralyzing fear and a crises of identity and faith. My life story took an abrupt detour, with days filled with begging God for a miracle.
In the face of all of this loss, I knew very well, that if I continued to do life as I was accustomed to, I was sentenced to a imprisoned mind of tormenting painful thoughts. I was faced with a defining choice as I came to realize I had spent a better part of my life perfecting self-abandonment. It was painful to admit I had no idea how to love myself. I could choose to move forward in denial, refusing to face my fear and pain square in the eye, or I could choose to embark on what turned out to be an intensive process within myself. I decided I was wrestling this internal monster and claiming my power, self-love, joy and peace. I promised I would never abandon me again. So here I am joyfully recreating my life.
I see people everyday that live in misery and disappointment. Depression is rampant and dreams are dormant. We are driven by mad making thoughts and limiting beliefs.
It is my intention to be a force that inspires the possibility of fabulous. Attracting people into my world who are looking for an amazing place to pursue spiritual development. Motivated to answer the internal inquiry of who am I, why am I here and what do I want.
I have a dream of creating a community of people intent on living from a sacred space, doing life and work in an audacious, completely, deliciously happy way. A community that Insists on Fabulous!